This is practically a dream journal. Whatever.

race: others are envious of my achievements, they want it for themselves; could be an indication for me to slow down or take a different course in my life; could be revealing my competitive nature and my tendency to measure myself against others. (holy cow, on the nail much?)
money: success and prosperity are within my reach; confidence, self-worth, success, or values; I have much belief in myself; alternatively, dreaming of money could refer to my attitude about love and matters of the heart
($1200) bills: my mind is preoccupied with financial and money matters; I may be feeling overwhelmed by life's demands
searching (for the hidden money): the need to find something that is missing or needed in my spiritual life; I may be searching for love, spiritual enlightenment, peace, or even a solution to a problem 
pile of magazines: I am open to new ideas
(stack of papers: overwhelming responsibilities and stress that I am having to cope with; I am not effectively dealing with issues at hand.) (dammit.)
villian: evil: a repressed and/or forbidden aspect of myself that may be seeking recognition and acknowledgement; alternatively, evil may also be a reflection of my strong negative emotions, such as anger, hate, etc.
heart beating really quickly: I am not confronting or recognizing my feelings, I need to approach things head-on; alternatively, may represent life or fear, I may be feeling threatened.

Yep, another attempt to interpret a dream.

fifteen olives in a plastic bag-- contentment and faithful friends, immortality, 15: a dissolution of difficult conditions; bag: resposiblities I carry; plastic: flexibility in my way of thinking
old ladies: my concerns about aging and growing old
saying no:  I am standing up for what I believe even though I am going against the majority; I am putting myself first and making decisions for myself, not to please others
wallet, 5 euro bill: my self identity, financial security; 5: my persuasiveness, spontaneity, daring/bold nature, action, or the five human senses; may reflect a change in course; the link between heaven and earth; bills: my mind is preoccupied with financial and money matters, I may be feeling overwhelmed with life's demands
rushing: I need to better manage my time; I feel that I do not have the time to do all the things I want to do; representative of the pressure I am putting on myself
wearing a green jacket: green: positive change, good health, growth, fertility, healing, hope, vigor, vitality, peace, and serenity, my strive to gain recognition and establish my independence; money, wealth, jealousy; ; jacket: the image I want to present and project to the outside world; my protective and defensive persona, I tend to distant my feelings and as a result, I may be isolating myself
dressing up, getting ready for a party: I need to be more confident in my abilities and proud of my achievements; a party: I need to get out more and enjoy myself

 

 

Quick comic of me and my friend waiting in line at a Toten Hosen concert.

The extra drunken guy in the 3rd panel is supposed to be singing the tune in "Seven Nation Army" by the White Stripes.

 

 

 

Would've liked to line this one up a little more nicely, but I was on the go! 

 

art gallery: disappointing reunions; I struggle to put forth a happy appearance, but on the inside, I yearn to be somewhere else
Mona Lisa

searching for a painting (namely, the Mona Lisa): signifies the need to find something that is missing or needed in my life--in this case, the need for self expression. Paintings are also symbolic of my intuition and inner realizations

vampire: symbolizes seduction and sensuality, as well as fear and death; represents contrasting images of civilized nobility and aggression or ferocity; may depict someone in my waking life whose charm may ultimately prove harmful; deep down inside I know this person is bad for me yet I am still drawn to it; vampires also sometimes relate to decisions about sex and losing virginity; alternatively, to see a vampire may suggest that I am feeling physically or emotionally drained; the vampire may also be symbolic for someone who is addicted to drugs or someone in an obsessive relationship

young girl, ballerina: innocence, frailty, vulerability; represents my playful, innocent and childlike nature; perhaps I am behaving immaturely in some situation

famous person (Audrey Hepburn) on roller blades: I am moving rapidly through life with tremendous ease and determination, probably towards an increase to my prosperity and honor; I am experiencing a sense of liberation and freedom

Had a dream this morning, with the Loch Ness Monster. Turns out when that guy appears in your dream, it disappointments or misunderstanding in some situation or relationship. You may be setting unrealistic goals and setting yourself up for failure.

Well THAT is a great thought to start off the day with! 

Also, it's raining. But at least it's not hot out. It just means I can't ride my bike to yoga today, and instead take the tram, which costs 2 Euros.

I'm gonna go make myself a delicious breakfast now.

 My Scarf Collection: Growing exponentially since 2005

Looks like this is pretty much turning into a dream diary these days! I like to write out the interpretations though so I can see an overview, and it's cool to look back on past dreams. I had two dreams last night.


shower: spiritual or physical renewal and forgiveness; washing the burdens out of my life

using a towel: I need to deal with my emotions in order to move forward in my life, to find some sort of a resolution; might also represent completion, a fresh start and new transition

combing and styling my long hair: I am taking on and evaluating a new idea, concept, outlook, or way of thinking; putting my thoughts in order and getting my facts straight; thinking long and carefully before making some decision, concentrating on some plan or situation; or maybe I'm just concerned about my self-image and appearance

flirting: my need for intimacy and affection; might be about to enter into a serious commitment or relationship in the near future

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reading a novel: I need to look at things from a different point of view or angle, and obtain more information before making a decision; I should review my thoughts, think things through and consider other options

being a boy: I am developing masculine aspects of character

living in a concentration camp: I am afraid of differences and am having difficulties accepting others and their differences; I need to learn to appreciate diversity and the uniqueness in myself and in others around me

scared: I am experiencing self-doubt and feelings of incompetence and lack of control; might be having second thoughts about a decision I have made

gun: aggression, anger, potential danger, power; might be dealing with issues of passiveness/aggressiveness and authority/dependence

 

   

Left: Amsterdam
Right: Louvre, Paris

eating mashed potatoes: physical and emotional nourishment and energy, anxiety, concerns over financial matters

bed on the ground: intimate self and discovery of my sexuality, foundation and support system, may be getting closer in confronting and acknowledging my unconscious thoughts

kiss: love, affection, tranquility, harmony, contentment

being rejected (let down easy): a lack of self-worth and alienation of others

lice: frustrations, distress, feelings of guilt, feeling emotionally or physically unclean; or the lice might represent a person, situation, or relationship that I want to distance myself from

scratching: a minor irritation or frustration; maybe something minor has the potential to become worse

itch: sexual urges

riding in backseat of a car: I am putting myself down and allowing others to take over, maybe as a result of low self-esteem or low self-confidence

Hmmmmmmm....interesting. Time for bed! More dreaming hopefully and maybe I'll get a clearer picture of what the heck's going on in my head! I thought I was feeling pretty good lately, overall : / 

If it were the end of the world, I'd have a party.

I had a dream that's what I did. And near the end (of the dream) I had end-of-the-world sex with a friend of mine in the bathroom. Woke up before the world ended.

My German's improved loooooooooaaaadssssss.
Note to self: You can understand most of what Martin says now! :O Soon you'll be able to understand everything Maria says too!  Rock on! Don't let lulls get you down, just keep doing what you're doing. Oh, and get a job soon, it's very necessary.
:)